Bondage Boy Diaries
I found this chap via Twitter and I think you’ll agree he’s pretty talented so if you like what you’ve read could you contact him and try and get him to do some more.
Days in the Life of a Horny Bondage Boy
Well, it’s 2.30 in the afternoon and I’m sitting here in front of my PC horny.
I’ve got a tshirt, short pants and my white jockey shorts on (with a hardon).
Software that’s on at the moment is ICUII although no one in there seems interested in chatting to me. Maybe I need to start making the first move.
Hopefully get some online action today that I can report on later. I’ve not had a wank in a couple of days so I am dying for an orgasm.
Checking my email as well and some nice bondage pics on there but mostly spam. Need a better porn collection.
God, I’m horny.
As my Dom had earlier announced – i was to only cum after midnight. And the condition was that a session that starts after midnight, or rolls into midnight be considered one session – no matter how long it takes. After that, i am allowed to cum – but only in the next session. However, i was not to cum in that session unless my journal was updated.
You see, my Dom today only found out that i had a journal – i used to use it for my cyber activities that never went well. But now, it’s come back to live.
The reason He wants this is so that anyone who watched me on my cam can comment on my post – and give other suggestions as well. Also, this would mean that others who are into the same things i am will be able to contact me and play with me. You see, my Dom likes me to be played by others but by his rules. Such as tonight.
i had three amazing sessions today – two on icuii, and another one in yahoo.
Session 1:
My first session was really basic. It was this Dom who was 28 years old, who wanted to play with me and i agreed. It was a short session, maybe 30 minutes where he got me to tie my body into a rope harness, starting from my cock upwards so my cock and balls were tied at the same time. The harness went up all the way up to my body and he got me to lie on my back and spread my legs and arms so he could see most of my body. At this point, he got me to put clothes pegs on my nipples. Then pull and twist on them. Then he made me stroke till I was close and stop. Then the pegs come off and one again immediately so it hurt a lot! This repeated a few times, so i was really horny and wanted to cum really bad when he moved his camera down and i watched him cum. if i had been allowed to cum, i’d cum at the same time cos i was so close so it was frustrating that i couldn’t cum.
Session 2:
Very quickly after the first session ended, that Dom left immediately with instructions not to cum. Of course, as my Dom states – if the person i play with does not let me cum, i do not cum until i have his permission. so i go back online and another Dom messages me. He is from Israel. This one was just as long – he got me doing the same thing basically except that i was on fours most of the time and jerking my cock in different angles. then i thought i saw a weird expression on his face as he came. he logged off immediately leaving me there begging for more.
I had much less luck later till i met this third Dom from France. We chatted a lot and i played a joke on him so i think what he did to me later was revenge.
Session 3:
This session went on for almost 3 hours. He had me first dress in my jeans, with boxers under as well as a sleeveless top and my boots without socks. He made me parade for him and lick the floor.
Then he asked me to use rope to tie my legs together. he wanted to see my legs so i had to hold them up for him on the cam. soon after that, he got me to put my wrist cuffs on and cuffe them behind my back. following that, i was to be hogtied and made to struggle front on, sideways and back. in between each of this, he made me lick the floor.
the night progressed, as i get really horny struggling and humping the ground. each time, he makes me untie everything, take one thing off. first came the tshirt. then the jeans and later the boxers. and then back on again for a hogtie, but these times with ankle cuffs instead and doing the same thing – struggling as well as licking the floor. Occasionally he makes me turn onto my back and struggle from there.
it was at the point where i took my boxers off htat i was extremely horny. the thin material of the boxers had made me really horny and my boxers were wet. i took them off and stroked my cock a bit and i started cumming – but this was terrible because he told me to stop. so it was basically ejaculation without the orgasm! fluids were coming out but no orgasm – i felt horrible! that is the worst thing that could happen to me.
anyway, the hogtie naked was the worst cos my dick was fully lubricated and so horny that it was tough for me not to cum.
in the end he was done with me – he had cum when i was hogited naked and decided to let me write this report.
since writing, lots of other Doms and subs have messaged me – and i will direct them all to this. As i write this, my dick is on cam, so everyone can see that i have not cum – and am on speakers moaning so everyone knows how horny i am.
SO I wasn’t sure if I’d be writing this today, I had not heard from my Dom and I didn’t know if I was allowed to cum. And I didn’t dare have a session if I have no instructions that I was to cum at a certain time in case I got horny and the instructions never came in!
But I did come on to check some messages and got a couple of messages from two Doms who have played or seen me online before. I told them I couldn’t play cos my body is sore – which is true. I was particularly worried about the one into hogtie because the state my body is now, I can’t possible get into a hogtie.
So we started chatting about casual stuff – and I was getting horny and he offered to put some porn on for me. No harm since I was sorting some of my own out as well. So it was this great one where a sub was bound in differnet positions (and in non-conservative positions too which I like) and I was really horny.
This Dom knew that I took instructions from my regular Dom, so he asked if I had permission to cum. I said no – so first thing he did was get me tied up. Cos he wanted me horny and begging but not allowed to cum. So I agreed and got my gear.
He wanted me to watch a video while sitting, so I would get horny but couldn’t touch myself.
I also went onto Slave & Masters room in Yahoo! Chat to inform people that I would be on open cam and they were free to watch.
First he made me strip, and I was already hard so he asked me to strip. Having only a tshirt on, as well as boxers, it went off fast and soon, my balls were tied up tight. The ball gag went on next. Now, he wanted me to put my ankle cuffs on, and hooked together. Later, this hook was tied to my balls so I would be sitting, but on my toes so it pulled on my balls abit, which hurt.
After that, it was wrist cuffs on and hands behind back. I was like this for a while, exteremly horny watching the porn. Soon, he allowed to to jerk off, but I had to put my hands behind my back when I was close. Needless to say, I was close very quick. This happened a few times, and I was gagging to cum. Well, I was gagged at least
Soon, he got bored of me in that position, and I had almost cum so he had me tie my balls to behind the chair (which it still is now) and my feet to the back of the chair too so my legs were lifted and spread apart. I was so horny!!!!
So it went on again, I jerk off and when I was close, my hands go behind my back.
This happened until the video ended and he changed a video into a Asian boy, standing with his feet cuffed and hands above head. With my hands behind my back, the Dom made me get a hardon without touching myself, it was very hard and I only made it halfway there.
Then my regular Dom sent me an email and I had to cut the session short. So we stopped there and here is the report! Now waiting for further instructions.
I have to establish from the outset, that I’m FUCKING horny right now. That’s right – it’s been a couple of hours and I’ve yet to cum, thanks to my regular Dom giving me instructions that I am not to cum till I get his permission later tonight. Problem is, I never know when the permission will come becuase he’s always invisible and couple be watching me for all I know.
So I was thinking to myself that I better not get myself in any predicaments, just chat normally – until I was chatting with this guy I used to play with in the past. He’s a switch so we used to tie each other up on cam – and he’s very hot. Thing about him is I’ve been begging him to play with me – and he’s been saying no, I know what he wants is revenge for the times I’ve played with him. I was asking for it.
So today he finally agreed on the condition that I dress up for him. Like really dress up. So I agreed – then he turns the tables. The only way he’ll play with me is if he gets to watch me dress up. So I agreed. More rules – he wanted me gagged while dressing up. Talk about humiliating.
So I did. First came on the duct tape – black on my face and I was already embarassed. ONly in my boxers and gag, he made me stand up and start dressing. So my black shirt went on, and followed by my dress pants. And then the dress socks came on. And then a jacket. I was fit for the ball.
THen he made me put my ankle and wrist cuffs on. And next thing I know I’m on my tummy, with a hardon, and hogtied. I was so horny. I thought he was going to be like my other Doms and make me get really horny. He had other plans.
He told me he was going to leave me there for 10 minutes. And every few mintues he’d drop messages that were teasing. Plus, he kept reminding me that if I humped or struggled too much, I’d cum and stain my pants. And that was a BIG no no for me. So it was horrible – lying there, really wanting to cum so humping a bit but being careful. It was horrible!
So anyway, ten mintues was up and he made me strip to everything but my boxers and socks. The boxers remained on so that he can tell if I’ve cum (from the stain) becuase I was not allowed to cum. Again, I was hogtied and left there for a while again, not being able to do anything at all.
Soon, time was up and he had cum.He’s used me so had no use for me so he left. His instructions before he left was that I was to tie my hands behind my back, remain in boxers and socks. For 15 minutes.
That’s horrible, not doing anything. Typing was so hard (and that was not the only thing that was hard) and a couple of people chatted to me – keeping me horny with their teasing. I couldn’t take it after a while so I started humping the wall for some gratification. I was so horny and now, after the 15 minutes, and writing this report remain horny.
I still can’t cum though so I’ll go on with my cam adventures. Hopefully I get a positive mesage from my regular Dom soon. Or else I’ll just burst!
So I got myself into this really big fucked up situation.
I’m usually a sub but with this one guy I met online – he lets me decide what he wears when he goes out. And I know, if he’s going clubbing, he’d probably be out there fucking guys about. That is, if he’s wearing his pair of boots.
So now, I told him that he can’t wear his boots tonight. And he was pretty darn upset cos he gets submissive without them. Then I try out my new cock and balls vibrator, and leave it in my pants with the controller in the pocket. And my friend knows about this.
So what he does is gets me to put it on high – and told me to leave it like that but not cum. And god, how can’t you. It felt great. SO here I was, horny as ever, needing to cum and this guy doesn’t let me switch it off.
So as I get really horny and really high (still horny by the way), I make him a deal. He wears his boots today, and I get to switch it off.
So yeah, after lots of haggling, it works.
THing is, I’m horny as fuck now. But he doesn’t let me cum just yet.
And he says that I’m not to cum till Monday.
He gets agressive like that when he’s got his boots on. He knows that I usually cum once a day with my regular Dom’s permission. But of course, if someone says I can’t cum, my Dom really isn’t going to complain. Damn. SO here I am, horny as ever but not able to cum. I love cum control (orgasm denial) and all, but three days!!
FUCK!
I was requested by a Dom to write this post.
At the moment, we’re trying to work things out for him to be a regular Dom of mine – but he’s a bit busy these days (and I have been before – most of you know I have been away) and has no time.
But today, he had time for this.
What happened earlier today was that I was playing for a couple of hours, mainly just porn and stroking but then I met this Dom who made me tie my legs to the table spread and play a little with my small whipe and tie my balls off etc. I was very horny but the session ended and so I looked for this other Dom, who I hope will be one of my regulars.
So we get to chatting and I asked him to decide if I should cum then or a few hours later cos I had to go for dinner with some friends. And he said to hold it. So I agreed.
It was hard cos I was already so horny but I agreed then suddenly he asked me to put on my cock and ball vibrator. He wanted me to leave it on the whole time. I was quite worried because the instructions said that I can’t have it on for more than a certain period of time at a go – and I expressed this to him, and he was very understanding, so he told me to put it on for half an hour and then take off for half an hour and on again.
So that was fine I put it on – he wanted it on low…just enough to keep me horny. But then he decided that I should have it as high as I can hold without cumming until my friend shows up. So I had it at max because I don’t usually go over the edge with it, but get really horny and hard. I had then put some clothes on: boxers, jeans and a tshirt and it was torture because the vibration caused friction with the pants. He threatened to ask me to take my boxers off but changed his mind, thank god.
After waiting a while, he noticed me playing wtih my nipples a little, as I tend to do when horny. So he thoguht I should put the clamps on while waiting for my friend. God, I was so horny then I wanted to cum so bad!
But barely a few minutes later, my friend showed up and I went off.
By that time, it had been 30 minutes so I took the vibrator off as well. That’s how the night went – every half hour I’d excuse myself to the toilet and either take it off or put it on. When we were walking around, I had it on full – because my Dom asked me to – saying that it has to be maximum anywhere that it’s noisy.
I have returned now and he’s not online – so he said that if he wasn’t that I was to report here and so I am. He did say that I should not cum until my sessions later tonight so I guess right now, I need to go and look for the release I desperately need!
Well after the night of vibration (see previous post), I came back online and was really horny obviously. So I was playing with a Dom online when suddenly I noticed an extra person watching my cam – there is only one person who is authorised to view my cam without permission and its the Dom who is soon to be my permanent online Dom.
This is the first time he’s had open access to my Cam and as such, I was deeply embarassed and humiliated when I noticed him watching me – and there was nothing I can do because I was in a my jeans, hog tied humping the floor.
So as my session ended, I chatted to him and told him how humilaited I was. This lead us to our conversation about me being ‘owned’ by him – basically giving up certain controls to him. Of course, as the conversation got heated up, I was getting hornier and hornier (I wasn’t allowed to cum earlier) and really wanted release so hoping that this Dom would let me have it.
Apparently, it was wishful thinking because he said I wasn’t allowed to. And if I wanted to, only on the condition that I play with someone for an hour (uninterrupted) and only after that 1 hour, was I allowed to cum. Now, my Dom is smart – it’s ahrd enough finding someone who wants to play with you, let alone for a minute. He knows that most will get either bored or so horny that they’d cum and then the hour won’t be up.
Seeing it was already 2am and today was a working day – I begged my Dom to be a bit more linient – he brought it down to 25 minutes. I had no choice but to agree.
So he logged off and off went my journey. I started chatting to a couple of my regular Doms, who upon hearing my plea, was suddenly too busy or at work (how convinient).
Eventually I found someone who would play with me and he had me put my ball gag on, and wrist cuffs and tease myself by stroking and stopping for a bit. But barely a few minutes into it, he left – leaving me high and dry. Now this was almost 3am and I was desperate for sleep (but not as desperate as I was for an orgasm!).
Luckily, I am able to meet another of my regulars who agrees to stay the 25 minutes.
So what he does is first have me put on the cock and balls vibrator (he asks me to take off the crotch harness and jockey shorts) then my boxers over it. With that done, I have to put my wrist and ankle cuffs on and he makes me do ten push ups, once facing the cam and once facing the other way. This was hard as I’m not into excercise.
Then he makes me get into a hogtie and struggle from different angles. I’m then told to unhook myself and put my jeans on (the boxers come off and the vibrator stays). At this time, I’m hard as ever. I do this and it feel strange, not haveing undies and the vibrator causing my cock to have a bit of friction against the jeans. Gets me hornier and harder and closer to cumming.
Same thing happens, 10 push up either way, and then he makes me go into a hogtie. This time he makes me work a bit, I have to turn five times (360) without going on my side – so I give him different views of my hogtie – front, back and side. This is horrible cos the whole time, my cock is rubbing against my jeans vibrating, and pressed onto the floor. I get really close.
It was almost 20 mintues so I thought, I was close enough. THen he asks me to stop and unhook myself from the hogtie. THe unhook my wrist cuffs from each other but leave the ankle cuffs connected.
Again, he asks me to do 10 push ups, this time facing the camera. I do it well although I am tired.
Then he says to turn around, and another 10 push ups except this time, everytime I go down, my crotch has to touch the floor.
I do this up to about seven times and I’m getting closer and closer to cumming – the vibrator, with the friction on a hard cock already close and horny and then the movement of my hips up and down and contact with the floor just made it unbearable…
And I came.
Before 25 minutes.
I haven’t managed to catch my Dom online all day – so I’ll have to wait for him to come read this. I’m sure I’ll have to pay for it.
But I was really horny and I tried very hard… but failed…
Well, today was a bit exciting. I’ve not updated in a while and my regular Doms haven’t really cared. Well, today, I was on ICUII with one of them, and another, who has a bit more control of me decided for the first time to chat to him. I’m not sure what transpired but it was interesting.
First off, before the conversation they had, my ICUII Dom, wanted me in sexy undies. So I got into this new ones and he made me put my cock out through the hole. So it was all fun until that regular Dom messaged me and said he wanted to be in contact with the ICUII Dom I was playing with. So I had to go off cam and my Doms chatted.
I don’t know what happened but my ICUII Dom came back and asked me to strip for one, and then to go on open cam! Now everyone could watch me. Then he asked me stroke till I was really close. This went on for a while then he got me to get on my mic and moan for you. I was so close I was moaning alot! That is, until, he suddenly said he had to go and I was not to cum then. I was so frustrated.
So I chatted with my Dom again and what he said was that it was his idea that the ICUII Dom didn’t let me cum. He didn’t give me the instruction cos he wanted me to get so close thinking I could cum. But couldn’t. That’s cruel!!!!!
Then he told me he wanted me to remain horny till he decided if I could cum today – so he siad I needed to play with others. But he told me to entice the others as opposed to chatting with them. So what I had to do was invite everyone into my cam and to watch me tie myself up, in any way I thought would excite them and get me horny. Here’s what I did:
First, I put on my cock and ball vibrator (which I doubled with my gates of hell). Then what I did was put my ankle and wrist cuffs on. Then I also put my leather head harness with ball gag on. That done, I started to tie myself. Basically, I tied the four cuffs together in front of me but also had the access rope tied to my cock and balls on one end, and my head harness on the other. So I was basically immobile. Then I started struggling and I got really horny and stayed that way for a while, while there were 6 to 7 people watching me. How hot was that???
So anyways, I untied myself and chatted to my Dom and the rest, and was asked to leave this here before I continue. I’m sitting here now, with the rope still around my crotch and the vibrator and gates of hell on – but not switched on. The cuffs are still on and got my undies over.
I’m horny as hell but I wonder what lies ahead for me now…
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I’ve never done this before (but I only do it because I’m horny).
I’m waiting online and no one’s playing with me so I thought I’d write something about what happened to me a few days ago. I met an old friend online – we’ve actually met and played real time before more than a year ago – and we were chatting when the conversation led to sex obviously, and about one time before we met that I played for him online.
Naturally that conversation got me reasonably horny so what I did was suggested that we play again. He was up for it. He wasn’t too sure about playing online, not having done much of it before, so I directed him to this site and he read my previous ‘activities’ and got a bit of an idea. In retrospect, too much of an idea!
The session went a bit like this:
1) He started me off showing him all my toys – it was quite embarassing I guess considering we’re friends and know each other in person but I did it anyways. He then got me to put on my leather face harness with ball gag (tight!). It didn’t take me long to start drooling a little.
2) Then he wanted me to change into tight jeans, a sleeveless top and Speedos so I did. I had to take my face harness off but he was cool with it – it sounded like it was going to be an exciting start to the night.
3) So I returned all dress up and he got me to show it off a bit, walk abit, turn around. THen very quickly he asked me to play with my cock and balls from outside my jeans till I get horny. Needless to say it didn’t take very long. Once I was horny enough, he made me take my top off and play with my nipples. Nipples get me really horny so I was realllyyyy hard!
4) After that, he got me to put my leather wrist and ankle cuffs on. Immediately following that he got me to do some push ups. I was done but he said it didn’t look like enough so he got me to do it again. I’m not really keen on it but I did it since he was a friend. Then he got me to undo my pants but not take it off and play with myself again. Whgat frustrated me was that I could barely get a grip of my dick under the Speedo material but the frustration got me more horny and I started precumming. He then got me to put the ankle cuffs on and tease myself again – this time with one hand in the Speedos, very soon the Speedos came off.
5) He then got me to tie my balls and then a few more push ups. The push ups were tough because my cock was hard and it kept slamming into the bed as I did it – which got me hornier and hornier! He then got me to get into a hogtie, which was pretty easy with the cuffs on and struggle – this made thigns worse, I was so horny and the sturglling made me rub the bed more. Then I was asked to undo one hand and play with my balls till I was very close and then stop. I was not allowed to cum.
This was only one part of the very hot session. I’ll post more later.
I’m currently with a Dom on cam. But he won’t let me cum till I finish writing this. He’s cum twice already though and he says he’s still stroking.
Let me first tell you how I’m dressed. I’ve got a microphone on, so he can hear me moan and I’m gagging to cum… but mainly I’m sitting here naked – just with my head harness with ball gag, and my wrist and ankle cuffs on. Why? Let me tell you.
First we were just chatting – this Dom is someone I chat alot with, haven’t played much with but has watched me in action – today, I played for him.
I’m begging him to let me touch myself as I type this, but he says no.
From the beginning. He first got me to strip. Then got me to just show off to him a bit. So I stripped and stood for him, with a hard on all there – and he made me turn and show more.
Then he wanted me to put on a gag so I asked him which one. He remembers my old red one but haven’t seen my leather head harness with ballgag so when he saw it, he wanted it on immediately. So I put in on – and he asked me how I felt. He got me to describe it. All this while, he had told me no touching my cock – but it was already hard and throbbing.
Soon, he wanted me to put my cuffs on, and I did. First the wrist cuffs then the ankle. But he didn’t tell me exactly what to do so I was just sitting there like that. Soon he had me put my clothes pegs on my nipples. They hurt.
Soon, he got me to tie myself to the grill behind me… if you’ve watched my cam, you can see it. So I did, hands kinda spread eagle. Once that was done, he made me spread my legs and then just stand there. I was so horny, I was humping the air. Then he got me to turn around so my hand was twisted, and then spread my legs so there was more pressure on my hands.
At this point I have to tell you that the grill is over a window that looks out on the street. If anyone had seen me – I’d have been in full glory.
Back to the grill. Soon, he got me to hump the wall – that was bliss. I was so horny!!!!!
After a while of that, he got me to come back and chat abit. That’s when the microphone went on and I was moaning for him, as I am now.
He’s asking me to beg him to let me cum through the gag at the moment. I sound ridiculous but it’s horny. I’m softening a bit tho cos he’s not letting me touch myself.
Anyway, after that he got me into a hogtie. Which, as my regulars would know, is simple with the cuffs. DIdn’t take much time and soon I was struggling on the bed. After a while, and I could hear him breathing loud as I did this (probably when he came), he made me hump the bed. I humped for so long and rested a the side cos I got tired. He thought I had come so asked me to get loose.
I got loose and came and sat with him for a bit.
Fuck, he just told me that he might be the only one cumming tonight.
I better get on with it. So I’m sitting here and moaning, and he gets a phone call. (He sounds so hot breathing loudly – I’m getting hard again). So I sit there and moan as he speaks… then he types, as he speaks, asking me to play with myself and not cum. So I do that and once I get close, my hands go up. Seeing this, he asks me to edge and I do… and I continue… and again… and again..more than 5 – 6 times, I’m so close!
He puts down the phone and tells me that I can’t cum… not until I write this. So here we are now. Him breathing hard, my begging through gag, him maybe with his hands on his cock and mine on the keyboard cos I’m not allowed to touch myself.
I hope he lets me cum now.
A couple of months ago – I wrote a Flshback entry about a session with a friend of mine. You can find it below – just two posts ago – February 20th, 2005.
This is the continuation.
1. At this point, he got me to undo the hogtie and walk to the chair and sit down in front of the PC.
2. After a brief chat, he got me to stand up and undo the rope around my balls, which instead of being a relief, hurt so bad! He also got me to take my head gear off so I was naked except for ankle and wrist cuffs. Quite a hot sight, if I do say so myself.
3. Then I was talking to him earlier about this undies that I wear whenever I’m horny, or how I get horny just wearing them. He wanted to see me in them so I put them on. It tented like no tent before, and immiately there was a cum stain on the front. I was so horny!
4. He then got me to get some duct tape and tape my mouth. First one over, then another lower, and finally, one to serve as a chin strap. I was reasonably gagged, needless to say. He loved gags and reminded me at that point of how horny he was. I said I was feeling the same and all he said was that such a shame that its so near, yet so far for me to cum. I was furstrated!
5. That was his cue. Off came the undies and 10 more push ups. The rubbing against the bed was torturous! I was even closer, and never thought that I could be.
6. I was asked to come back near the PC, and to put on my gates of hell. He loved it. My cock and balls vibrator followed – over the gates of hell which just made it more tight and was switched on to medium. My cock was twitching by this time.
7. I thought this was it but obviously not. He got me to swap chairs (to a plastic one which is better for bondage). He also got me to get a couple of clothes pegs handy – and I was bracing myself for it. But soon I forgot it as I tied myself to the chair as he wanted me to. First my legs, upwards to the back of the chair. Then the vibrator was required to be switched to full until I was close. Oh my god, how close did I get. Then the vibrator went off and bondage continued.The knees were then tied to the front legs of the chair. Pegs on my nipples. I started precumming.Then my torso was tied to the chair and both arms were hooked to the chair as well, but not before the vibrator was switched to full speed.
8. Just as he asked me to take the nipple clamps off before my other hand was hooked to the chair, immobolising me, he said that he had to go for a bit cos his flatmate just walked it. What?? I was so frustrated!!! So he left me just sitting there with a quick BRB and I didn’t know how long he was gone for. The thing was, it turned me on like hell that he dissapeared just like that.
9. I was then asked to hook my hands behind my head. Ah, if only he was with me – he’d have tied my hands at that point to the chair and I’d REALLY be immobolised.
10. After a bit of that, he got me to take everything off – the rope, the gates of hell and the vibrator. My ball separator went on next, and so did the clothes pegs on my nipples again. I was asked to stroke till close again and then 10 sit ups. Fuck, I wanted to cum so bad!
This was already in the middle of the night. But he wasn’t done. I’ll update it soon.
I’m writing this as a report to someone who Dommed me yesterday. He was someone who had visited, but we didn’t get a chance to meet. But we’ve been chatting on Yahoo! occasionally. Yesterday was such an occasion and it was just a random chat when I told him he was getting me horny (telling me about his escapades). After a long chat, he had to leave. But not without instructions – this was the first time he’s done something like this.
His instructions were simple.
1) No cumming for 3 hours.
2) I had to leave some porn in the background the whole time.
3) I was allowed to play with other online Doms on the condition that I was not allowed to cum until the 3 hours was up.
4) I had to report back.
I was worried that I wouldn’t make it, the Dom was worried as well. But I was determined to prove him wrong (and he promised a reward).
So I put the porn on and just stayed online while looking for Doms to play with. I finally met one from Australia who was willing to play. His was short, but it was really fun although we didn’t do anything much.
First he had me take off my clothes. I was stark naked and was on display for him. I then was asked to put on my wrist and ankle cuffs. It was hot, being naked in just those cuffs. Then he got me to put on my gates of hell over my balls separator, needless to say, because of this double thing, it was tight, and I stayed hard the whole time. When that was done, I cuffed myself behind my back and paraded for him. Just as I was on my bed kneeling like that (the view, somehow, was amazing – but I’m narcissitic). I was so turned on…and then he dissapeared!
Luckily for me, jsut then, one of my regular Doms came online. This Dom loves to see me suffer so he got me on the mic to hear my moans. He started off getting me to show him exactly what I did for the other Dom… so I did it all over again and ended on the bed on my knees.
He then asked me to come over to the camera and to stroke myself. When I got close, I stopped. He likes that. That went on for a while before he got me to take off the seperator and gates of hell. He then got me to tie my balls only, and then lift my legs so that it seemed like I was squatting on the chair. At this point, each loose side of the rope was tied to each ankle. He made me do some stretching of my legs, which really hurt.
After that..he got me to go to my bed and lean forward to show him my ass. He knows I’m not into ass play so it was just for display. After a while he got me to stroke in that position – it was really hot and I was so ready to cum but stopped just as I was. So many times!
Then he made me turn around, sitting there and edged me a few times. I was gagging to cum but the three hours wasn’t up yet. At that point he said, he was going to leave. He loves doing that – getting me really horned up and just leaving. He did.
I was stuck there, horny as fuck.
Back I went on to the PC, but no one was up for playing so I just chatted to some people (who was watching me on open cam) and had the porn on. Time passed by slowly and I was talking to just one other person when the three hours was up. Naturally, I asked him for permission and he said no – and left for work.
Frustration was penting up, until I met another regular, who was too busy to play with me but let me cum after some quick edging with my promising that the next time he wants to play with me, that I’d give him priority.
I came and it was AMAZING.
I’m writing this entry just barely 24 hrs from when I was in a horrible position. Let me tell you about it.
Yesterday evening, I was just surfing around trying to make a record of all the sites I’m registered to due to my losing my Yahoo! account (if any of you were on my list – please drop me a message so I can add you back to my missing list). In the process, a friend of mine who I’ve played with real time and online came on and we haven’t chatted in a while.
After lots of toying around and teasing through words, we finally decided to play. This was after numerous interruptions (at one point, I had to send some people to the bus station, so he had me put on a t-shirt and jeans with no undies except for my balls separator). Needless to say, by the time we agreed on playing, I was really horny.
What he made me do at this point was to take the separator off (this after lots of fondling through my pants) and put on my vibrator. He teased me a bit like this (as well as a couple of clothspegs on each nipple) for a while before he told me to take it off. Then he got me to make a crotch rope harness and then put the vibrator back on. There was some play of teasing and clothes pegs playing while I called him (in the UK no less!) and it was so hot to listen to him moan and groan as he jerked off and came. It was really frustrating listening to him cum knowing that I couldn’t cum myself. When he was done, he then got me to put my jeans on, and my sleeveless top. Then he got me to tie my legs to the chair and stay there with the instructions that I’m to look for a dom that way, and could only cum after 30 minutes of play.
So I sat that way and looked for someone to play with. I found this guy who I had chat to a couple of times, but not played with. And the software we were using (ICUII) didn’t allow us to connect for a live cam session, so it took awhile to wait for him to get on MSN. Again, the time he took got me hornier (I had porn playing in the background and my dick was so sensitive from rubbing against the jeans). He finally got on and I went on cam with him, first explaining the situation with the Dom before and showing him how I looked.
He then got me to tie my legs to the chair again – one leg to the front and another to the back leg of the chair, so my body was in an awkward position. I did this with my cock and balls pulled out of my jeans, which was a horny sight even to myself. He then got me to undo my pants to about my knees so my legs were pulled closed together still. Then he got me to put on my leather head harness with ballgag. After that, he got me to work on a body rope harness which was tied to the chair. This took a long time but was well horny. Halfway through, he dissapeared and I was stuck.
So I went on to show another Dom who’s played with me online. He told me he had to meet a friend so I had to hurry. After a bit of teasing (at this point I was fucking close – had already been jacking off for almost 5-6 hours), he got me to use the excess rope to tie my hands. Then he got the extra rope still to tie my hands to the head harness so my head tilted down, me looking at my hard cock. As if that was not enough, he then got me to tie the extra rope from the harness to my cock. At one point, I could hardly do this – just touching my cock almost sent me on an orgasm.
But I finally managed to do it. And he made me use my harness to pull at the rope to jerk myself off. It felt crazy but amazing. At one point I got so close that he started asking me geography questions to get my mind off my cock. But then he was back at it. And just as I was about to get close agian, he said he had to leave and that I was not to cum until someone else allowed me to.
I begged to no avail so I went on hunting for someone else. I found another Dom I’ve played with (and written about previously – from whom I’m still waiting for my reward). He was in a rush as well, he had a friend coming over so he made me a deal. I was to cuff my hands behind my back and use only my head harness (and the rope attached to it) to cum. If I could cum before his friend showed up on the cam, I could cum. Otherwise, I would have to find someone else. I tried, and tried and tried. Got close but jsut couldn’t cum. Suddenly, there was someone else on the screen. I was really to scream.
I begged and begged but he would not let me cum. So I asked him if he could call his friend to the screen and to decide if I should be allowed to cum. Thank goodness his friend did, and as such I came.
But because my cock had been tied tight with the crotch harness, I didn’t ejaculate much and my orgasm seemed abit stifled. So after undoing myself (which took a long time!), I still had the porn in the background and jerked off once more to a much more fulfilling orgasm. By that time, I had been playing for more than 7 hours and needless to say, I had a good night’s sleep.
Writing this has gotten me all hard again. I wonder what’s in store for tonight?
I’ve been pretty horny the past couple of weeks. Not sure why ut it feels good. I’m constantly finding myself with a hardon at the stangest of times. I’ve had a few exciting adventures online as well – and been playing with some really hot looking people too.
But let me just relate yesterday’s experience. If I have time, I will also post messages regarding my other sessions.
Yesterday started like any of my normal session – I was just chatting online with some friends and came across one very hot Dom of mine who I play with regularly (or rather, hope to play with more regularly). We were just having a normal chat, it went on for a while, first time in a long time that we weren’t chatting about anything sexual… but with me in my constant state of horniness, that soon ended.
First he got me to show him how horny I was (when I told him I was feeling pretty frisky). I also make the mistake of telling about this fantasy of mine – when he talked about coming over to visit – that I have fantasised about walking around in bondage, maybe with my vibrator on etc under my clothes.
So he hatched this plan. I was to strip naked (which I did). The on the vibrator went. Also, he got my to tie my cock and balls and pull the rope over my shoulders so there was so tension. Then I was told to put on baggy pants, put the vibrator controller in the pocket, a tshirt. Then he told me to do this. Go out, drive to the shopping centre near my place. When I get into the car, switch the vibrator on a little. A little more when I park and a bit more when I’m inside. With every minute, for ten minutes, the speed increased a little. I was walking around while my cock and balls were vibrating.
There were times when my hard cock fell to the side, so it was obvious I had a hardon. I tried not to look at people, but I’m sure a few noticed me trying to adjust my cock in public. By the time I walked back to the car, and back home (the vibrator was still on), there was a wet spot in my pants (which I’m sure, some people noticed as well).
When I got back, he got me to take everything off. I had to go for dinner then and he told me to look for him when I got back. I did but he wasn’t there anymore. I was horny, and dissapointed.
I decided to wait for a bit, in case he was teasing or testing me. So I just continued chatting for a while, stroking a bit (keeping myself horned up) and this went on for a couple of hours.
Soon, it would have been three-hours odd from when I started playing – and I decided that I would let another Dom have his way with me.
I was chatting to this guy I talk to occasionally online. I always thought he was a sub (he’s even demonstrated to me before) but soon, found out that he Doms too. He got my to put on my balls separator and erection holder, while at the same time putting on my collar with ballgag. Then he got me to put my cuffs on and to take the erection holder and put the gates of hell on. It was all looking very horny. He teased me a bit – got me hard, got me to lube up and then he just left.
I was gagged, collared, cuffed, and with my gates of hell on – dripping. And horny. And left alone.
Needless to say I started looking for someone else who did kinda the same things. Got me hard and playing for him. My connection dropped, I got kicked out of that software and couldn’t sign on for some reason. Luckily, someone I’ve chatted with a lot in the past, and was supposed to meet in real life when I was travelling a couple of years came online.
We started chatting, and I told him that I was horny. I went on cam for him, I don’t know what led me to do it, but I did. He then decided to come on cam (and he’s very very good looking) and play with me.
He got me to stroke myself through the gates of hell, occasionally just beneath the cock head, sometimes just the cock head – in short, lots of teasing. He also got me to take off the collar and ball gag and put on my head harness with ball gag insteda. I was so ready to cum by now. He started stroking himself, and it was nice to see him enjoying the show I was putting on for him. At times, he got me to sit with my hands cuffed behind my back as I just watched him stroke. Then he also got me to hogtie myslef as I watched him. So frustrating watching him get closer and closer to cumming and enjoying himself when I couldn’t even touch my cock.
Then he came and with a smirk on his face told me to just continue stroking. I wasn’t sure he was going to let me cum. His smirk was evil – but very sexy, I loved seeing him react to me getting close (I usually life my hands off my cock when I’m close so the Dom who watches me know) with an evil glint in his eye. That only got my hornier.
But alas, he did allow me to cum and I shot like there was no tomorrow.
Wonder what holds for me tonight?
It’s been a while since I last posted – almost about 7 months to be exact. I’ve been busy with work, and not been playing much. But today, I was reading my old posts again and got so horny – that I told myself I have to continue doing this. So I will start again now.
It’s almost 9pm and I’m horny as fuck. Not had a wank in almost a week, and been reading my posts, plus watching some hot stuff from www.tieguyuk.com – and I want to play!
As a tribute to my previous games, and Doms, I’m going to impose a couple of self-rules to kick this blog off again.
1. I shall be naked for the entire time until my next post (unless a Dom requests that I put some clothes on).
2. I shall remain hard and horny for the next two hours (i.e. no cumming!).
3. After the two hours – the Dom can decide to let me cum, or leave me gagging while searching for another Dom.
4. I will not cum tonight without the permission of a Dom.
5. I will not be allowed to cum before updating this site once more with details of the next few hours.
For those of you who’s been waiting for an update, here is one – another flashback. If you’ve followed my blog previously, and you can read them again, on Feb 20 2005, I updated this blog with a post that a friend who had played with me in real time and the things he made me do online. I updated it with a second flashback a couple of months after. Here’s the third instalment. Please leave me a comment after reading this. Enjoy.
So I was horny after having stroked to being close to orgasm – and it has been a couple of hours. He then made me get some rope and fix it to the bed. He wanted me spread eagled – so a bit of rope on all ends of the bed except for where my hands go, they were to be tied together.
Suddenly, he said his roommate was around again and I panicked – was I suppose to wait again?
But he was back pretty soon and got me to take the strecher off (after having another good view of it). Then the vibrator went back on, and I lay on the bed, tied my legs and then my hands, but not before switching the vibrator on. He got me laying there like that for a while, and struggling a little before taking off just my right hand.
I was then allowed to play with myself but not cum. I edged myself a few time and was starting to get REALLY frustrated!
He then got me in a position where I was facing the camera (no longer tied) and attached my left hand to my lef leg (I had cuffs on). More edging there, which was horrible, before he got me to come back to the computer on the chair.
By that time, I was dribbling with cum… and wet the chair.
He then told me he had cum, the one thing that gets me going. I hate the fact that a Dom has cum before me – makes me more furstrated that I’m not allowed to cum but someone else has… at my expense!
It was close to 4am by then and I was still gagged.
The vibrator came off and the balls separator went on. I was so horny, and still dribbling that my cock was all lubed up! But he wasn’t done. My legs were then tied to the back of the chair, the clothes pegs went back on to my nipples and my left arm attached to the chair.
With my right hand, I was to play with myself again, but to stop before cumming. As usual. He then got me to untie myself, turn to the side and cum on the wall. I did and came buckets!
It was well horny, I was well tired, but had a great night’s sleep. Can’t wait to relive that scene!
It’s 40 minutes past 11. If you’ve read the two posts before this – you would understand.
1. I’m still naked.
2. I haven’t yet cum.
3. I want to… really badly.
I am currently chatting with a Dom who gave me this instruction – post about what’s happened so far and he will consider whether or not to let me cum.
Well, after I had posted the last couple of posts – I came online to look for some play. I had some porn in the background so we well horny and just chatting. I chatted to many people so didn’t play much. There was this Dom though, who I often play with, who didn’t have a cam today but just gave me a few instructions. Since I was horny, I oblidged.
First he got me to put on my ball gag. After that, he made me put on the balls stretcher. Then a couple of clothes pegs on the nipples. He just wanted to chat to me like that, so he slowly got me to put them on one at a time. The last thing he got me to do was tie my ankles to the chair. And then he logged off… leaving me horny and tied. Horny like I am now (listening to the moans of the porn in the background as I type this).
When he didn’t come back, another Dom of mine just kept me on the edge, but got me to take off everything. He just wanted me horny.
Soon, another Dom, who used to play with me quite regularly chatted to me and asked if I was doing anything in particular. I wasn’t so I told him so. He said he wanted to watch me jerk so I connected with him.
It started off nice… he just got me in my head harness with ball gag and also some pegs. I had larger pegs for my cock and the smaller ones for my nipples but he made me switch them, using the larger one for my nipples and smaller ones for my balls. He then got me to stroke till I was close – and that didn’t take long! He asked me to do it again, which went even faster.
After that he got me to switch the pegs – the big ones now on my balls and the small ones back on the nipples. With this, he told me to stroke slowly ten times, and to count out each one as I did it.
I went three or four strokes before I had to stop (cos I was so close) but made it finally to then. You should see the smirk on his face each time I stopped cos I was close to cumming.
After that, he got me to tie some rope to my ankles – each end to each ankle with about a metre in between. Then he got me to sit down and use that excess rope and put it behind my head. It started hurting, but was still a bit bearable as he asked me not to move and count to twenty. It took all I had not to move.
Then he asked me to take about 10cm off the rope by knotting it in the middle, with the know, almost 20cm or more went off and he wanted me to do the same but I couldn’t do it as it bit into my neck. Even using my boxer shorts to cushion it didn’t work as the rope started biting into my ankles instead.
He wanted to play more then, but because of the hurting, I needed to rest.
It was unfortunate but those of you who have played with me before know I’m not into pain.
So I’m trying to make it up to him now… hoping I’d get to cum and go to bed. Hope he’s happy with this post.
I am writing this on my own account, not by instructions or anything. Really just because I’m a little bored, and a little horny.
I was playing with a Dom online earlier – he is one of the hottest guys I know – and he plays with me nice. What he like to do is get me to tie myself up and perform for him, then he’ll cum and leave. Today, he didn’t just leave – which made it a little less hot – but I was horny anyway and didn’t really care. I would have been nicer though if he just got me real close and ditched me.
What he gave me instead were some instructions. I was not allowed to cum, until I play with another Dom. And even then, only if he allows me too. So I was supposed to go around looking for someone to play with me and hope that he lets me cum, or else I keep on looking.
So, while I am looking for someone to play with, I might as well write what happened with this Dom.
First he got me to strip but then he saw my nice undies and decided to leave me in it. After parading a little for him in just that tight jocks, he got me to slowly take it off from the back. As it came off, he could see how how and hard I was.
He then wanted me to put some clothes pegs on my nips, and also something on my balls. So I got my ball separator and put it on. I was so horny by now. He had also started stripping at this point. Then everything else went on, the collar which is attached to wrist and ankle cuffs and also my head harness with ballgag.
He did a litle edging with me, getting me close and then got me to put some clamps (pegs) on my cock. It was hot and he got me to edge and stop three times in this situation.
After that, the clamps came off one at a time, as did the nipple pegs. I then removed the collar and chains as well as the head harness and another ball gag which is attached to a collar came on. Then my undies came back on and I was to parade like that for him.
He was getting close so the nipple pegs went back on, and I was to flick them as he came. Just as he was about to cum, I removed the pegs and the look of pain on my face sent him over the edge.
That was when he told me not to cum and look for someone else… so that’s who I’m looking for now!
My last post – I mentioned a Dom playing with me and leaving me hanging, horny and needing to cum but asked me to look for another Dom to play with me first.
Well, I did that except that the Doms were hard to come by, so I spent a few hours online on my own, sorting out my porn collection (and watching them as well).
I was very horny by then, and thank god I found someone to play with me (just noticed that he left a comment on the previous post).
Here’s what happened with him.
He started out simple – me lifting my shirt a little, and putting my hands in my pants to play with my already hard cock. He got me to show him the hard on but then leave it in my jocks so he can see the shape and wank through there. Instructions were clear… no cumming!
The instruction went through the whole session, even when he got me putting lube on my cock and then fucking my own fists. Horny! And boy, did I get close.
When he realised this, he got me to tie my balls to me toes – and stretch. He likes pain, and while I don’t, I don’t mind doing a little so I did. He was kind enough not to make me abuse my balls that much so I wouldn’t call the session to a stop. He got me to wank my cock as I did it as well so I got even closer!
He thought I was making too much noise, so soon he had me put on my ball gag.
Then the clothes pegs went on my nipples, and a collar with a leash. Apparently he quite like rope gags as he got me to tie rope around my head to cover the ball gag. I’ve not done this before but found it very, very arousing!
The rope around the balls soon made way for my gates of hell – whihc started hurting as I was so hard. There was more teasing after that, but still no cumming.
Then I took the rope and gag off, and put on the head hardness which is attached to another ball gag.
By this time, I was so horny, I was ready to cum. It didn’t help that he was talking about not letting me cum, about me going off to find another Dom, passed around.
He knew I loved edging so he got me to lube up my cock, eventhough I was already at an extreme state of horniness, and got me to stroke a few times – each time he’d tell me how many strokes. Sometimes I’d make it, other times I’d have to stop after just a few strokes.
The final thing was my wrapping rope around my head, not just around my mouth but all over my face. It was so hot I almost came just doing it.
At this point, he was ready to cum as well and got me to flick my pegs and pull on my balls as he came.
When he did, he told me I was not to cum and to look for someone else… so horny as I was, I had to look for someone else… but that’s another story. I’ll say this though – the other guy was kind enough to let me cum. And I was really relieved!
I am chatting to a few people at the moment – one guy who I’ve played with in real time, and who plays with me sometimes on cam (rather, tease me on cam); a guy who I’ve never met but been chatting to for a while (who watched me for the first time yesterday) and another guy who I hope to meet soon.
Anyway, they shall hereon be referred to a guy #1, guy #2 and guy #3.
I was just chatting (of course, had plans for some fun tonight) when I started chatting with #1. We have fun chatting, lots of teasing but he got me really horny talking about this guy he met a while ago – and the things he did to him.
Just then, i got a call from a friend to head out to supper… so I thought it might be a good idea to have some kinda bondage under my clothes when I go out. Another friend I was talking to then suggested I put on my balls separator – but #1 wanted a crotch harness so I did both!
It was very horny I can tell you. I took a couple of pix with my mobile phone and sent it out during supper (even hornier). Needless to say I was quite hard all the way through – lucky my friend didn’t notice.
So, after about an hour, I came back, got some pictures of how I looked then (the rope had loosened) and started chatting again. This time, I started talking to #2 and was getting horny with all the chat, when #3 came into the picture.
I started precumming without even touching myself.
After having it on for almost 2 hours, I couldn’t take the pain anymore so I took it off and took more pictures. I then sent these pictures over to #1.
Anyway, I was trying to hint to #2 that I wanted to play again like I did yesterday but he wasn’t keen. He did suggest I update this blog though, and that I can come once I do.
I don’t want to cum just yet, want some play first. Hope I can convince him to let me have some fun before.
So, I’m in a really horny state right now. I short – I was playing a strip game with someone I just met today and that led to me playing online for him. Basically I had stripped, tied my ankles and hooked my wrist to the ankles. All this plus pegs on my cock, and pegs on my nipples. There was a lot of stroking and no cumming and my O gag and collar was on at one point too.
He left and I’m on the edge, horny. So in my horniness, and the fact that I enjoyed the strip game so much, that I’m going to write out some of the strip games I play. I love playing these and hope to play more
What is a strip game?
Well, it basically follows the same concept of strip poken – you play a game, and take off a piece of your clothing when you lose. Online, I’ve played a variety of games, to make this work.
What do you need?
Well, a cam each would be good so you can’t actually see each other strip. Mics are fun too.
What games do I play?
This is a tough one. Different people have different computer campabilities so can’t hold off so much bandwidth. Usually I use Yahoo! games – Reversi is a good one to drag the game out, and I play Blackjack as well (quicker, but you have to just compete with each other, not against the computer – you can’t do anything about that but just monitor each other’s cards so you know who wins and lose), or Solitaire if it’s one of those sessions where I am on cam for someone who doesn’t want to strip, only that I have to strip.
What happens when you’re all naked?
Well, there’s a few things you can do with the next step. Depends on the initial game I guess.
1. The Wanking Game – which is basically an orgasm denial game. What happens is everytime I lose, I have to stroke till I’m right at the edge but not allowed to cum. This keeps going on until I win three or five games in a row – then I decide who gets the rights over my orgasm. If it’s say, you, then you decide if I’m allowed to cum (so you could choose to ask me to cum or to hold off until I get abohter three or five in a row again). If it’s me, I can still decide that I’m not yet ready to cum, and as such, we continue with the game until the next three to five at a time win.
2. The Toys Game – Okay, so I have all these toys to use on me. What happens is after someone is naked, you bet on the toys. Everytime I win, I put a toy in one pile, and if you win, I’ll put it in another pile. This is until I run out of toys to wager. Then we bet time – in three or five minute blocks. Each win entitles you to a five-minute block. Usually have 5 or 10 blocks of the time to wager. This time won is how much time you get to play with me. So it could be a maximum of 50 minutes (if you win all 10 of the 5 minute blocks). Once the time blocks have been wagered, the ultimate one is who decides if I cum or not. If you win, you can decide or not to let me cum during your allocated time (you decide at which point), but if I win then I will get to tell you if I get to cum or not. If I do decide that I want to cum, you still have the choice of not letting me cum during the session – you can tell me to cum after that, which means it’ll be anti-climatic. So it’s really a win-win situation for you.
3. The Modelling Game – where once I’m naked, every time I lose, you get me to do something on cam for you. If I win, then I get to do something I want, like stroke, or take off something you ask me to put on or put a piece of clothes back or something.
It finally arrived! Woooo! I finally have my leather chastity shorts – it’s abit tight (got to start going to the gym to trim the tummy) but the thought of it kept me horny all day, even at work. In my horniness, I decided to drop by the hardware store after work and got afew more stuff I thought I could use. One or two doesn’t work but got a couple of other stuff that would.
But in my state of horniness, I thought out games I could play with my chastity shorts (and to think I even got work done!). Here are some ideas. Feel free to give more suggestions if you have any or make alterations to my current one. Leave me a note, maybe I’ll play it with you soon.
These games are related to my previous post – which is my strip games. The games are still similar, but we bet different things.
Game #1 – Shorts Off
The idea is that I have my chastity shorts on already. Each time I win, I get to remove a lock (there’s four altogether). If you win, however, you get to choose one of my toys to play with me and a lock goes back on. The moment all the locks are undone, I take off the shorts. Basically, the moment the shorts come off, the betting stops. And you can play with me with the toys that you’ve won in your time. As usual, we’ll do the final bet once the shorts are off, to see who decides whether I cum or not (for details on how this work, check on my previous post).
Game #2 – Jerk Off
What happens is I have the shorts on, locked. Each time I win, one lock comes off, each time you win, the lock goes back on. But if I get the front lock off, I can play with myself. But if you win and the lock goes back on, then I have to stop. So this game will basically keep me on the edge and not cumming. We set a time to how long we play and how the game ends.
Game #3 – Shorts On
It’s basically normal strip poker. Once I’m naked, the shorts go on and you win one lock at a time. If I win, I get to put some clothes back on, but the shorts remain. Once the shorts are on, we bet for my toys and time, as per my strip game post previously.
Game #4 – No cumming
I’m naked. If I win a round, I get to put one lock on. If I lose, you win a toy to use on me. This goes on until all the toys, and time have been wagered. Doesn’t matter when I get my shorts on. Basically, the idea is for me to get the shorts on cos once it’s on, I don’t get to cum. If by the time all the time and toys have been wagered, and my shorts are not fully locked, you’re welcome to make me cum if you want. Otherwise, I don’t get to cum. Either way, I don’t know if I’ll be allowed to cum or not.
Game #5- Full on
This is also like the strip poker game except that I’m only wearing the shorts. Each time you win, you get a toy. Each time I win, I get to unlock one lock. If it’s totally, unlocked, then the next time I win, a lock goes back on. This cycle of on-off continues until all the toys and time have been wagered and it’s time to play. At the end of it, it’s basically whether I get bound up with or without the pants. Of course, if it’s without, you could get me to put it on later, but that up to you.
I’ve not cum in a wek and am horny as fuck.
Unfortunately, I’m also pretty tired.
So a friend of mine suggested this:
Since I can’t find anyone as yet to play my games with online, I might want to put on my chastity shorts and lock them. Go on Yahoo! open cam (meaning anyone can view) and leave the key in sight while I take a nap. That way, everyone can see me sleeping, probably trying to play with myself and then all horned up when I wake up.
I got the day off today, and am feeling naughty. Other than a lunch date in 15 minutes, I don’t have anything planned.
So I came online ready to have some fun. A Dom who I’ve always tried to play with me after that one time was tired but agreed to get me into a predicament for other Doms.
So on came the clothes pegs on the nipples, and a ball gag attached to my collar. Then I got naked and the chastity shorts came on. After that, he got me to put on my toy which is basically ankel and wrist cuffs attached to each other with chains. There’s a collar attached
too.
I did the ankles first, then the cuffs and finally the collar. To do that, I had to remove the earlier collar and ball gag. Soon after, he got me to put on my head harness with ball gag instead.
He then chatted to me a bit, got me to clamp my nose on cam until I couldn’t breathe and removed it. I was precumming by then and told him.
He wanted to see it so got me to just unlock the front portion of my shorts to show him the wet insides. It was then he logged off. I assume he’d cum.
I hadn’t cum and no one to chat with so was watching porn. Lots of cum shots and I was getting really horny and frustrated… moaning to myself and humping the air. Was also rubbing myself through my shorts – lots of friction, jsut not enough to cum.
It’s lunch time tho and another friend wants me to go for lunch with my gates of hell on, and my chastity shorts over with my ankle cuffs (those without the chains). I’ll be wearing all that, my cargo pants and a tshirt.
Bet you I’m going to be horny as fuck when I get back. Will update when I get back.
Wow, it’s been a while since I’ve updated this blog, and well, it’s been a while since I’ve had such an intense session that I just had to blog about it.
Well, also because I’m sitting here now in my chastity shorts, horny as hell.
I had the day off so was chatting to a couple of friends online. I just became MSN buddies with one of my jerk off fantasies off GearFetish *blush* so it was pretty horny and a pretty special day.
Well, I spoke to this other Dom of mine who wasn’t really keen on playing so I thought I’d just get into a bit of bondage myself while talking to them. I told him that and he wanted to just see what I had planned.
So I went on cam and he got me to take my t-shirt off and then my shorts. He made me keep the undies on though. I guessed he liked what he saw cos he starting going on me after that.
First, a ballgag and a collar and my nipple clamps. Then, rubber cock ring (I Don’t have one so I used the one from my gates of hell). Then the ball stretcher went on and I was hard almost immediately. He then got me to sit with my toys nearby. All this was done with my cock and balls pulled out of the slit in my undies.
Well, I sat down and he wanted me to cuff my ankles to the chair. He made me take the nipple clamps off before that though. So once they were off, I used the cuffs with chain and my ankles were pretty secured, except that then I took off the collar I had on and locked the collar from the ankle cuffs from the back, so basically, I wasn’t going anywhere anytime soon.
Then the ballgag came off and the hearharness went on. I was horny as fuck as this point.
I then used rope to tie a harness around my body, but this time it was supposed to be attached to the chair so I was tied down to it. Just as I was putting the first knots on, he asked me how horny I was, I said I was horny enough and he wanted me to put the vibrator on (level 1). So I had to tie the harness with my cock vibrating, and I was moaning through the ballgag attached to the head harness.
Once it was one, he got me to cuff my left hand. Then it was nipple and cock torture. My big clothes pegs that I usually use on my cock was placed on my balls and clothes pegs were put on my nipples. And the vibrator went higher.
Then the clamps came off one at a time, but then the clothes pegs were put on my ear lobes and eye brows. I’m not sure why but my cock got really hard at this point so he got me to stroke it more, but not cum.
Then the pegs came off and I was still playing with my cock. He got me to alternate playing with my cock and playing with my nipples. He had this game where he’d get me to tell him, on a scale of 1 – 10, how close I was to orgasm. So he’d tell me to get to 5 and stay there, then 7 and then 8. This went on for quite a while so I was really really horny!
After brinking on 8 for a while, he kept teasing me. Did you want to cum, he’d ask. Every time I say yes, he’d say no. He asked quite a few times, and I was really gagging to cum.
Suddenly, he just went, oh it’s past my bed time. I don’t think I can let you cum, go find someone more comppasionate. And then he left. And I was right on the brink.
I was good, I didn’t cum.
Now I’m hoping someone would let me. Any takers?
Well, it’s a Sunday but I got to go into work for a while and I’m feeling pretty horned up.
So an old online buddy – I used to Dom him, can you believe it? – thought it might be a nice idea to have me put on the cock vibrator and my chastity shorts on before I go.
Now, he’s asked me to leave my keys at home so I can’t take it off at work. And that means the vibrator won’t come off either.
Now this are his instructions:
“leave it on low all the time but every 15 mins you have to turn it up for 30 seconds to full then another 30 on 3 the back down”
Guess I’ll be pretty horned up by the time I come back!
So… I ended up at work for two hours and yes, the vibrator under my chastity shorts was on at level 1 speed the whole time except for every 15 minutes when I’d put it up to four, like I was instructed.
It was hard to focus (so what should have been an hour or so became two hours)but I got my work done anyway. I managed to find a way to get online at work, so was chatting to the same Dom who was teasing me as I worked.
Halfway through, he reminded me that my keys were at home, and as such, I couldn’t use the loo if I wanted to. Of course, I didn’t feel like I needed to pee before that but the moment someone mentions it, it was all I could do not to piss right there.
To make matters worse, he then got evil and made me gulp down a whole mug of water. About 20 minutes later, he made me gulp another. And one more before I left.
At this point, I was hard as fuck, still vibrating and really just want to go home.
When I got home, I came online immediately. I begged and begged him to let me unlock myself and go take a leak but for a few minutes, he didn’t let me. Only when he realised I wasn’t going to pee on myself (I’m not in WS) did he allow me to go take a leak. When I undid the chastity shorts, I saw the precum stains – I didn’t know I was leaking so much!
Anyway I come back and I was to be at his mercy – my promise to him for not making me drink every 15 minutes at work.
For a sub, he’s sure got an evil streak!
First, he got me to take my shirt off and then put a collar with ballgag on. Then the nipple clamps came on. Then my undies came off and I had to put the leather sheath on. But instead of tying the lace off as I usually do, he made me tie it to the clamps.
He then got me to lie on my bed with some toys next to me ready to be used.
First the vibrator went on again at full blast – level 4. Then he got me to use my crop and hit between my legs, and then my chest.
Then he gets me to take the sheath off and stroke myself for 60 seconds without cumming. Then the crop again and another stroking session – I was so close!
He then let me take the nipple clamps off – they hurt real bad! – and put my balls separator on. Before the separator came on tho, he made me stroke myself again while rubbing my sore nipples. Then the separator came on and I stroked again, not allowed to cum still.
At this point, I was pretty close so I cuffed my hands together under my knees so my arse and balls were showing.
He obviously liked that (earlier, he told me to put cuffs on because he wants me to have my hands restrained so I can’t touch my cock and the only way he’ll let me cum if I did it without touching myself).
So I stayed that way and before I knew it, the cams went off and he went offline. He left me hanging!!
So I went in search of another Dom, but that’s another story.
Just to put things in perspective – I’m sitting here in my chastity shorts with my cock vibrator locked into it at level 2.
So, I have this friend who now lives in Indonesia. I’ve met him a couple of times, and we’ve had some nice chats whenever he visits. He also knows what I get up to online and often tease me abut it. We’ve not played in person, but I await the day we do.
ANyway, we were chatting earlier and I was telling him how horny I was but as usual, he’ll tease me a bit but refuse to play with me. I was chatting with a few friends and was getting pretty horned up from all the conversations, but not yet started playing – just a wank here and there but nothing enough to get me over the edge.
What happened is that after a few hours, I had to go for dinner. So this friend told me to put a cock ring on and head to dinner like that.
So I did.
I came back, and told her I was done and he asked if I was still horny. I said yes. So he suggested we play a game – except that he only had 30 minutes and that wasn’t enough to play my cards games. So I suggested we do this: He gets to choose 8 toys to play with me for 30 minutes. Every two he choses, I’ll chose one that he doesn’t get to use on me.
So anyway, he got his 8 and asked me to strip then head on to the bed. This is what happened:
1. Lying on the bed, he made me put the vibrator on my cock, but switched off. Then the chastity shorts came on, and locked.
2. Then he asked me to put the keys on the table so basically, I couldn’t unlock myself while on the bed.
3. Then the loose wrist and ankle cuffs came on. The collar too, the one with the ballgag, on tight.
4. Next the ballgag went on and then my big blue pegs on the side of my body. This one hurt.
5. When all this was done, he got me to tie my legs to the end of the bed, and then, using the leash, tie my collar to the top of the bed. I was basically immobile.
6. Then the teasing started. He got me to put the vib on level and one then pull a little on my clamps. THen a bit harder. Then my vib went to level too. I was so horny, I was gagging to cum and moaning.
7. Then he got me to pull the clamps using both hands, it hurt a bit but I was also very horny so I did it. When it hurt sufficiently, he asked me to take the clamps off, which hurt more! I replaced them then with the clamps.
8. At this point, sufficiently aroused, he made me switch it off! Oh god, I was so frustrated and tried humping the air but the rope and leash held me down!
9. He asked me to relax for a few minutes at this point, not before cuffing my wrist together.
10. After a while, he asked me to put the vib back on. Just as I did it though, my screen saver came on and I had to take everything off to get back to the PC.
He then said he was done with me, and wanted to chat while I sit here in my shorts and with the vibrator on. He started at level one and now it’s at level two. He doens’t want to play with me anymore, but he’s not going to let me cum.
So he’s asked me to look for others to play with me.
I’m horny right now… any takers?
So I had a nice session a couple of days ago. And since I can’t find anyone to play with me online now, I figured I’d update this blog which I haven’t done in a while anyway.
I met this guy on ICUII but we continued our session on in MSN and Yahoo! It was quite hot.
We were just chatting on ICUII when he got me to put on my collar with ballgag. We chatted a bit like that but it was obvious we both wanted it to go further so we moved to MSN.
There, he got me to show him some of my toys and then he suddenly asked me to put on my nipple clamps. No matter how often I use them, they still hurt!
Then he got me to put on my wrist cuffs. I put on my new ones (I just love them!) but not to cuff them together… yet. Then he told me that the chain connecting my nipple clamps were too long, so he got me to tie them a little and made them shorter. I knew it was going to start getting intense, which is not something I’m always up for.
I did it anyway and next came a shoelace which he got me to tie below my cockhead twice, real tight. I had a feeling I knew what was next, and true enough he wanted me to tie the excess lace to the chain tight enough that my dick is up straight. After this, he got me to put on my ball separator (well, he wanted me to tie my balls individually but this isn’t possible after my surgery a couple of years ago, some of you might remember).
Two long rope went around my balls once that was on, and then he summoned me to the bed and got me to tie the excess rope to my ankles each, except my legs had to be bent so that my ankles were right beside my balls. Looks like I wasn’t going to move very far.
At this point, we had some connection problems with MSN, so we had to transfer to Yahoo. It was hard moving about getting to the PC at this point, it hurt alot, but I managed to get onto Yahoo messenger.
This was when it started getting intense. He had me cuff my hands under my thigh so I was basically immobile. Although I could get myself out, I was so tied and stretched that it would hurt to even try to undo myself. It was really hot self-bondage!
He then asked me if I could stay that was for 10 minutes… obviously not, I was so uncomfortable. We negotiated a bit, well, he did. I was tied remember?
So he suggested that if I wanted to get free, that I try to get on my knees like that. It was impossible. Every little movement meant my balls got pulled. And slight tugging at the skin would make the nipple clamps hurt more cos less skin was being pinched. THat plus the fact that my cock was pulling at the lace made it hurt more. I tried though but didn’t manage to do it.
After a while, he allowed me to uncuff my hands and to cuff it back in front of me, and got me to go on my knees in that method. I managed to do it after lots of struggling but had to be on my knees with my head to the bed as I couldn’t sit up due to the way everything was tied to different parts of my body.
I stayed in that position till I counted up to 150 and he then asked me to jerk myself off. That hurt a bit cos it was tugging at nipple clamps, but after a while, the lace came off so it hurt less.
I was very horny by this point and just wanted to blow but he had a different game in mind.
He would countdown twenty. Basically, I was to jerk myself off and the moment he types a number, I would stop and wave my cock left to right (they position I was in, my whole body had to move left and right) and then back to stroking, until he went to the next number and I repeated the process.
This was okay the first few number but by the time he got to 16, I was so close to cumming that I couldn’t stroke anymore.
He would be good, stop counting down when I was close, but got me to stroke again after a few seconds before he started counting down again.
Basically, once he says 0 – I had 10 seconds to cum, and if I didn’t then he would deal with me different.
After much struggles, I managed to make it to 0 without cumming – and boy, did I cum once I reached that number!!!
It was a great session, one of my best I must say, very imaginative, and creative and definitely very horny
Looking forward to more. Now I’m all horny writing this. Anyone has any other ideas?
Right now, I’m sitting here with my CB3000 on. I’ve also got my head harness, and also put on my collar, wrist and ankle cuffs which are attached to each other by chain. On the collar is a leash.
I’m real tired from a late night out – and real horny now – but wanna make use of the CB3000 so I’m gonna take a nap before dinner in just this. I will latch the collar to my bed, and cuff my ankles to each other, and my wrists too.
I’m on Open Cam on Yahoo! if anyone wants to watch. Maybe you can leave me some ideas of what to do with myself when I wake up too.
Will post back here with details from the rest of the day.
Oh, did I mention I have porn playing in the background while I nap?
** UPDATE **
Well, I’m awake now (doh!)… and that was interesting. For one, I kept getting hard, and my cock and balls would hurt in the CB (think I need to get that addition Pins thing so that I can’t get hard!).
Then I couldn’t turn much cos of the collar and stuff… but I kept dozing off in spurts, and waking up to see really hot porn. It was a weird nap!
Surprisingly though, I feel really refreshed now – talk about multiple power naps!
Anyway, now I’m awake (I wasn’t asleep when the alarm went off but agreement was that even if I can’t sleep in that condition, I’d stay bound like that till the alarm goes off)… so I’m here, sitting in front of the PC still in the same things except:
1. My leash is hooked to the table next to me.
2. The ankle cuffs goes around the chair so I’m kinda stuck.
Wonder what else is in store for me. Any suggestions guys?
Must be very horny if I can post two days in a row!
Well, this is really a follow up to yesterday’s post – the final result? Almost 12.5hrs of the CB before I got to take it off – it has got to be a record (for me at least).
A lot happened after I woke up from that nap – but two things were significant. I’ll just mention both, but will talk more on the second one because it’s more physical.
Both were among other things that happened including me watching loads and loads of porn with my CB on. Yeah, crazy, I know.
But I also got reacquainted with one of my Doms from a while ago who we’ve not met online. He’s really cute and nice, but we rarely get to play. He’s a really nice guy though so I tend to do a bit more for him than most others.
Anyway, we chat on this webcam-based software called ICUII which has been recently upgraded with a new look. Now, there is a general chat system available – everytime you type something in, it takes a current snapshot and appears beside your nick and what you say. What it also has is a new Live Cam feature where basically, anyone can view your cam so long as you’re chatting on the site.
We did a few things with that but once, he got me to go into a random room and flash my ass to the room saying: “Thank you, Sir”. The moment I hit enter, people started viewing my cam and watching me and I was to remain that way for a whole minute. Needless to say, I got a few QMs, considering the fact that it’s not a kink room and my nick was “Bondage”.
The other scene was this guy I met on Recon and we were chatting abit about the things I do and what I enjoy, seems that we had a lot of things in common – like the love for bondage and edging. Best thing is, he’s very Dominant and I’m not.
He had to leave for a while for work, about an hour and a half, so he asked me to wait for him and I was allowed to play with anyone in the meantime on the condition that the CB3000 doesn’t come off, and I don’t cum. If no one was playing with me, I was to watch porn.
Well, I watched a lot of porn, and got really excited (there was this one about a guy just getting stroked for the whole 40 minutes and not allowed to cum!).
He returned later and we spoke on the phone a little and I just loved his laugh – evil laugh, that is. He then got me into some bondage, I was tied to my chair, legs hooked to the back off the ground, my CB3000 off but replaced with my cock vibrator. I had my wrist cuffs on, and my ball gag around my neck.
He took his time with this – he’d get me to switch the vib on to max for about 20 seconds and then back to level 1. He’d do this several times, different intensities and different lenghts of times (and all the while I was moaning into the phone!). He got me real horny, but just not enough to get off.
Then he started getting more evil. He asked me to put the phone down, put the gag on and cuff one wrist to the chair. With the other hand, I was to lube my cock and he got into a teasing/edging frenzy!
From 8 quick strokes to three short strokes… or 5 quick strokes with a few seconds intervals – I got so close so many times but was not allowed to cum. Everytime I get close, I have to raise my hand and everytime he saw a close call, he’d smirk and laugh – which, of course, only got me hornier!
This went on for quite a while and I must admit that I was moaning like CRAZY!!!!!
And then, just like that, he’s like, okay, slow strokes… and I go… and he goes, cum on your shirt! And guess what, I did.
Like massively!
I’m writing this with my CB3000 on again from this morning – wonder how many hours it’ll stay on this time… My cock hurts from trying to get hard… Arrgghhh!
Wonder whats in store today…
Frequent visitors to the blog (although I don’t update so frequently) would realise that I’ve been getting a bit more daring of late … heading out into the public with bondage gear on. I’m not quite sure, at the moment, how far I’m willing to go but so far, the few adventures I’ve had was quite interesting, to say the least.
One such incident was last night. I had, in the evening, put my CB3000 on. I wasn’t on my PC but instead my laptop so I could actually sit in the living room, watch TV with the family and still communicate with horny people around the world.
So I was speaking to this online friend. We usually speak about regular stuff but last night got to talking about sex, and about my kinks, and we were having a good laugh about it. I was speaking to some other people as well so I was in a perpetual state of horniness, which wasn’t always good with the CB3000 and the points of intrigue biting into my shaft.
My friend was evil – he’s be very graphic about sex – so I’d get hard and horny (and hurt by the CB, I suppose).
After a few hours, I was ready to start looking for online Doms to play when I showed my friend this site, and the site with all my toys.
Then I told him I got an invite by a friend to go out for a few drinks – and was wondering if I should go with the CB3000. About that time, a couple of other kink-friends messaged me and I told them the same thing.
The final conclusion – in seperate chats – was that I would go out in my CB3000 with my cock vibrator over the chastity device and without undies. The vibrator was to be left on at a low level the whole time I was out, and I was to wear my wrist cuff as an accessory on my hand.
It was pretty horny driving there, and walking in. It was a bar, so no one could hear the humming of the vibrator but I was very aware of it.
It was pretty boring but there was a condition that I had to stay till I had a couple of drinks. For some reason, service was slow and I only got my first drink like past 30 minutes in … so that was frustrating.
All the time, I was text messaging my friends, and then remembered that I could get on MSN via my mobile, so I started texting them. Needless to say, they were very evil…
One got me to put the vibrator on to max, while another said I couldn’t leave until I’d taken some precum and licked it, right at the table were I was with my friends. I can’t believe I did it.
Anyway, after about an hour and a half, I got back, and was raging hard (and in a lot of pain). After some begging, my friend allowed me to take the CB3000 off. That took a while as well, cos I had frozen the key, and had to wait for it to defrost!
After that it was just a bit of edge play, he’s get me close and I’d let go before I cum. He laughed a lot… I suppose it turned him on.
Then he allowed me to cum and by then, it was past 3am, so I head to bed.
I woke up this morning feeling horny again, so I have my CB3000 on, and showered it in for the first time!
Now I have a few things to do, and more TV to watch tonight so the CB will remain on the whole time … unless someone is kind enough to let me take it off.
Wow… what a day…
As per my last post, I woke up this morning and decided, immediately, to put the CB3000 on. I had a few plans for the day but I thought, what the heck.
Taking off from where I left off on my last post, I went to have some breakfast and stuff, everyone was none the wiser. I suppose the CB3000 was made to work as such.
Then I head out for a function, and the CB gets uncomfortable but I get bored, so I texted message some friends (some of the same guys from last night) to tell them what a predicament I’m in. Needless to say, lots of text messages were exchanged, and I almost went to visit someone I previously played with but he wanted me to wait a while since he was out with a friend. Not knowing how long he’d take, I went to have drinks with this other guy – who I’ve done these stuff with on the phone, but not in person.
So we met for the first time, and chatted, and things got a bit steamy when we exchanged stories and kink-related stuff. This was quite torturous considering the fact tat I kept getting hard and the points of intrigue would poke into my shaft.
When I got home, I rushed to the computer and found some friends online. I was really horny by this point but remember, the key is still frozen.
I chat a bit and the guy I met texts me and gets me to put my cock vibrator over the CB3000 and then put my chastity shorts over it. The vib was set at low but it was all so tight, it got me really close.
A couple of other guys then had me put on a bit gag and my tit clamps.
Then I got another text message asking me to put my ankle and wrist cuffs on. The ankle cuff was to go around the legs of my chair, while the wrist cuff was to be cuffed behind my back once I get the porn showing and vib moved to max. I was supposed to watch the porn in that condition for 15 minutes.
Barely made it to 5 minutes, I felt like I was getting close so tried to unhook the cuffs to switch the vib down to low. I almost didn’t make it, didn’t think I could cum in my CB3000!
So I informed my friend and he told me to do the same but with the vib in medium. Even as I was hooking myself up, I could feel an impending orgasm, and as such, stopped.
By then, I had taken the tit clamps off (at the request of another regular Dom who was watching all this on cam).
A friend from Singapore was close to cumming and I wanted to hear him cum (frustrates me that someone else gets to cum but I don’t). So I called him and moaned for him as he jerked off. It was hot hearing him moan.
It was dinner time so I was told to take everything off and wear my clothes for dinner – but the CB3000 was still on.
After dinner, I met this guy online, we’ve played once and chatted a lot. I almost met him when I was in London a few years ago but didn’t make it.
Anyway, he has since moved to Hong Kong so now we’re in the same time zone (which is great). He was a little horny, and asked me to show him the chastity device. I did (he didn’t have a cam with him though unfortunately) and then he got me to put the collar with an attached ballgag on, and my nipple clamps. The nipps are really raw now so I don’t think I’ll be putting them on for a while.
Lots of phone call today. I had to leave for a bit so I offered to call this guy and moan for him. He asked me to take the gag off and wanted to talk to me as he came. It was really hot. I got so hard, that it won’t go soft, even with the points of intrigue so I was in a bit of pain. Didn’t like the feeling but what can I do?
Now, I’m waiting for the same friend who let me cum yesteday. Hope to show him more of what I can do on cam (this post really is for his benefit) and see if he makes me suffer more before he lets me cum.
I’m awaiting him now, while still in my CB. Coming up to 12 hours now.
So, I’ve not updated in a long while. And even when I have, it was my two pieces of fiction writing below. I have more ideas for those but haven’t really found the time to write them. I promise they will show up soon enough.
Today though, I have the whole Sunday to myself and thought I’d post something up here from a reason online session. It’s a bit slow on the Dom front at the moment, so I thought I could kill some time (and maintain my hardon) at the same time.
So, anyway, this was about a month ago. I had a day off work so I woke up in the morning and was really horny so I started playing online real early. I couldn’t much as I had to run some errands so I had put my CB3000 on and left the keys at home. Throughout the day, I’d come back, play a little with a Dom or two and get back to my errand.
This session began late into the night – 2am to be exact – and I had been playing on and off for 17 hours. Needless to say, I was horny as hell!
I met this guy, who is a sub too, on ICUII. At that time, I had on a gag, my CB3000 and a rope crotch harness over my pants (which was tied to the CB). The harness was tied to the chair as well, so I couldn’t stand up.
Anyway, he wanted mutual play so I told my online Dom (of that moment) about it and he suggested that I play a little with him (to get me more horny, knowing that I’d make him do things that I’d like done on myself).
So being the obedient sub that I am, I did it.
I got him naked and jerking for me (him not realising how much I love edging!).Then we went on voice call, but remember that I am gagged for my Dom, so I am just moaning most of the time (I could do anything but cum or take off the gear on me).
I got him to do some things – play with his cock, nipples and then gagging himself with tape. Then the edging begins.
First, three strokes and then playing with the cockhead until I say stop (he’s not allowed to cum until I give him permission and has to put both hands above his head when he is right at the edge).
The moment the hands went up, I made him give me another five strokes, counting each time but he only made it to four.
Then it was 10 slow strokes but he made it – not so close after all.
He then asked me if I wanted to use a candle on him (I’m not overly keen on it personally, but since he wanted it, and I was horny), I got him to get it ready. Before that though, more edging (since he likes it, I wasn’t going to give it to him so easily, right?).
I got him to stroke real fast until he’s on the edge of the orgasm. Then I simulate jerking off (my cock is still locked) and asks him to follow my speed. He didn’t manage to make the first 10 strokes even and we did a bit of that, him following my hand. I got him close a couple of times and asked if he wanted to cum yet, and he said no. Tough boy.
I, on the order hand, was hurting from my cock trying to get hard in my CB as I was horny as hell simulating. It was such a mindfuck, kind of jerking off without getting to touch my cock!
It was time for the candle, and I got him to wax his cockhead and nipples over and over again. He seemed to love it, never got soft! Seeing this, I asked him to leave the candle on but stroke with the other hand and I got him to alternate stroking with the candle and soon, it got to much and he started getting soft. I told him to keep waxing until he goes totally soft – only took 10 drops of the wax.
Immediately, I asked him to blow out the candle and stroke till he was on the edge again. He reacts fast!
I got him to edge over and over again, and it went really fast – 10 strokes to 7 strokes to 3 strokes each time before his hands went on his head. He was really close and horny now.
I got him to continue, and he finally relented and asked me to let him cum. Not so fast.
At this point, my Dom decides to give him a bit of a rest and play with me instead. So I instruct him to continue watching me. He can stroke, and I wanted to hear him moan, but he was not allowed to cum.
My Dom got me to take off the harness and put the vibrator on over my CB. My Dom edged me million and one times, and I was so horny and close but could do nothing. I really wanted to cum so bad, especially hearing my sub moaning. It was crazy watching this boy who I was just playing with watching me in such a submissive state.
Then my Dom got a brilliant idea. He got me to go on voice with my sub again and tell my sub to lie back and watch me. Everytime I moan, he has to stroke three times. The same rules apply – if he gets close, hands on the head. He got very close and frustrated! We did this a couple of times, then my Dom wanted me tied to the bed.
Before that though, I was to offer my sub a proposition. He would get the chance to get his revenge on me (I got him really frustrated after all, and could have let him cum earlier but I didn’t). If he accepts, I am at his mercy – with my Dom watching of course – but if not, then I was to head to bed without cumming. So I was at his mercy anyway.
My sub was hesitant at first – he’s not much of a Dom (neither am I but see what I turned into?) I practically begged him to torture me – I had been playing for 19 hours straight by then – and he agreed!
He got me playing with my clothes pegs on nips, which got me even harder in my CB3000 if that was possible. Barely a few minutes in, I was already begging him to let me cum. Then I was asked to ungag myself, before he let me out of my CB3000. Finally! More than 19 hours with constant stimulation – it was mad!
More nipple play and I was specifically told that I’m not allowed to touch my cock. Damn!
Then the vibrator went on the dick, and he had his fun with it and told me that when he gives me the thumbs up, I would be able to cum. I was so grateful (it was past 4am!) and thanks him profusely. I didn’t know that a sub could be so evil … he just wanted to make me expect it but had no intentions of letting me cum just yet.
and just went I thought I wouldn’t be able to cum … he gave me the thumbs up and I shot a load like never before.
Woah… This has gotten me all horny. I’m not in my chastity shorts cos I was stroking too much and didn’t want to cum just yet.
Wow, it must be horny season again, two updates in a few days. That has got to be a record, even for me!
Anyway, I have the day off again so this morning, I put the CB3000 on early but haven’t yet taken it off. It’s coming up to about 12 hours soon. But I wanted to share a nice session I had a couple of days ago.
It was with the same sub I mentioned in my previous post, except this time, there was no play intended. But put two horny bois together, and its bound to happen.
Anyway, I was just sitting around chatting in just my chastity shorts (I was getting really horny and didn’t want to cum yet so I put it on myself to stop me from jerking off) when he came online and we just started chatting casually.
He said he couldn’t stay long as he was going to go out so we didn’t intend to play at all. He was very horny and close, so I asked him to give me 10 strokes but he said he’ll cum if he does, so I said go for it (I can be nice).
An hour of so later however, he returned and we started chatting again. I was playing at this time but nothing exciting was happening so I was just bored and horny. So anyway, my Dom had just ditched me and I was horny so he asked to see how I looked. So I went on cam for him for a while. Nothing happened, and I asked him if he read the previous post about my session with him
He hadn’t so I asked him to check it out. After a while, he messaged me again and said that he got horny reading it. So I asked him if he wanted to cum again and he said yes, but couldn’t since he had just cum earlier.
I thought it was the perfect opportunity to tease him a little. So I asked him to come on cam and stroke it 10 times for me, and then play with his cockhead. And then another 10 strokes. Then I asked him to stroke it until he was at the edge. When he gets close, he needs to pinch his nipples. So we did that a couple of times before I asked him to stroke another 5 times, then 10.
Then I asked him to jerk till he was close, but count the number of strokes so I know how many strokes before he cums. He said 18, and I got evil. I asked him to stroke 20 times, fast, without cumming and without stopping.
He couldn’t do it and stopped at 14. So I asked him to do 15, and he made it. So I tried 20 but he only made it to 17.
me: now 18
him: 14
me: i want u so close, u will cum when i say so
me: now 15
me: again
me: again
me: 25 without stopping, i don’t want you to stop at all , but you’re not allowed to cum and you have to finish 25.
him: 17
me: not supposed to stop! bad boy. now 20 without stopping.
And then he came at 16… and of course, the moment he came, the submissive side of me emerged again. Remember that I was in my chastity shorts and horny as fuck.
me: u cum before me ![]()
him: sorry
me: now i am so horny humping on my chair
me: fuck… i want to cum now…
him: but you’re locked up.
So I whined about how he’s cum twice and that I haven’t cum at all. And he said he had to go to the shop with his boyfriend now. And I told him it was so unfair that he was leaving me like this. So he said okay, to let him see just how horny I was. So I went back on cam.
him: you are hard
me: yeah
him: 15 stroke
So I did 15. And then he asked me to do 20 instead. And then 10 fast. And I was gagging to cum.
him: 15 fast
me: only made it to 13.
him: 10 slowly
me: 10
him: 15, fast.
I only made it to 9 before I pinched my nipples, indicated that I was close.
him: you are realy horny. 10 more.
me: 8
him: 10 again.
me: 5. Oh god, I’m so close!!
him: wouah, 5 slowly.
me: 5
him: again
me: 5
him: good boy. 10 fast.
me: 7… so close.
him: don’t want to cum ?
me: i want to, but its your decision. if u think i should suffer for a few more hours, u don’t let me cum
him: 10
me: 10
him: again
And as I was midway through, he said – Stop, zip up. Finished.
me: damn! I am so horny, wanna cum now!
him: No.
And with that, he said bye and left. Oh my God, you don’t know how horny I was at that point…
It’s been a few weeks since I’ve updated this blog – but not short of horny. The past few days in itself has been quite an adventure. Especially last night.
I had made arrangements to meet with a friend who was visiting for some fun. We have been chatting online for quite a bit, and he’s played with me some on the cam. This was the first time we were meeting after a few years.
Anyway, the plan was that we were going to go for a drive. He only needed three things he said: Gag, some restraints and lube.
In anticipation, I had put a CB on in the morning which I had worn all day. Needless to say, I was pretty horned up by the evening. Still, we had planned to meet at 10 and I was bored shitless after work. Ordinarily, I’d have things to do but 10pm is an odd-time to meet, and besides, I was too frisky to focus on anything else.
I was online most of the time and ended up chatting with this guy I had plans to meet with last week (also visiting) but it didn’t happen. Anyway, I told him what I had planned for the night and he asked me to show him my CB. I did, and obviously, he wasn’t just satisfied seeing that. He got me to rub my CB a little while playing with my balls. Then some CBT. He got me to tie my balls with a shoelace, and then a bit of stretching.
It was almost 10 when I said I had to go, so he told me to leave my balls tied, just so I will know when walking that he had put it on me. I agreed.
At that point, I got a text message saying that my friend was going to be late – imagine what a mind fuck that way. I had no choice but to be patient.
Soon, the time came and I went to meet him. It went well, got into the car and we drove around a bit and chatted. Then we found a darkish area and he stopped the car.
He got me to show him what toys I had brought and he selected them.
Then the pants came off and he saw the CB (he knew I had it on but he said he wanted to see me take it off). Then the games started, “I like it,” he said. “Let’s leave it on for a while.”
Damn.
He used the rope to tie my hands behind my back, and then my gag came on. He drove around a bit like that, fondling and caressing me along the way, and verbally teasing me. He’d slow down when cars were driving by (and I had to hide my face cos of the gag) or on an empty road but under streetlights.
After a while, he stopped again, took the CB off and the edging started. I don’t remember how long he drove for but I was moaning quite a bit.
Eventually he stopped, near a mainroad so quite a few cars driving past but he took the gag off so no one would be able to see anything. I was still bound, horny as hell and really wanting to cum.
A couple of times, I had to tell him I was close. And once, I almost did cum. And finally, he said, “Cum.”
And I shot. And shot.
It was quite a mess.
Oh good God! What a day. I had the day off work and decided that I was going to have some fun online. Who’d have thought that 12 hours later, I’d still not have cum and would be on here updating my blog for the first time in months.
So anyway, it’s just the usual stuff. Watching some porn while chatting online with some people hoping for some action. After an hour or so, I met this guy on ICUII who I’ve spoken to before 2 years ago.
We were chatting about some of the stuff we were doing and he said it was pretty regular stuff until we played on cam, and then he didn’t have any more record of it. It was 7.30am for him and he had some time to kill so we got on cam for some play.
It started off simple enough, with my head harness with ballgag on. It was all innocent, he asked how I felt and I told him it made me feel horny. With that, he asked me to show him how horny I was so I stood up and took off my pants when he asked me too.
He then asked me to rub myself through my undies and I did. Then it was time for the undies to come off and lo and behold, I had my CB3000 on. He had earlier told me he wanted to see it, so I thought I’d surprise him.
It was a bit of regular play after, some clothes pegs on nipples, a collar and a gag.
Then the CB came off for some jerking off at random times. He’d just ask me to stroke a little then stop and we’d chat more and suddenly he’d ask me to stroke again. In between the stroking, we did some bondage – first my ankles to each other, then my knees. Then my knees to my ankles and then ankles to toes. In between that, the pegs came off (then back on again) and my wrist cuffs also came on. He also got me to put on my chastity shorts and ball separator, with the rope from the knees thread through it so it was pulling a little.
When that was all done, the edging began.
He made me jack off slowly as he count down from 5 to 0. Later it became 10 to 0. Of course, I wasn’t allowed to cum and when I was really close, I’d lift my hands up and alerted him. THis progress on to become 20 to 0 without stopping and without cumming. I almost went crazy!
After al while, we were done and he went offline to get some work done. He asked me to stay that way and with my chastity shorts zipped back up. I was so horny I was humping my shorts!
He asked me to watch some porn while he worked and that got me even hornier!
Midway through, he asked me to open my pants (I was still hard) and got me to do 20 to 0 again. Except he stopped at 13 and started at 20 again. This time he stopped at 15 and told me I could unrope myself.
Once my knees were undone, he asked me to go 20 to 0 without stopping/cumming but I made it till 11 and had to stop! As punishment, he made me get soft and then put my CB3000 back on. I almost died.
This was just about 6pm my time and this was when he dropped the news – I wasn’t allowed to cum for another 6 hours. I begged and tried to negotiate, but it didn’t work and he was adamant that I didn’t get to cum for the rest of today.
I was due to go to the gym and get some dinner, so he made me go there with my CB3000 on and I did. I couldn’t concentrate much as I really just wanted to come back and play but finished everything anyway and came back about 9ish.
I came back, started looking for people to play again (chatted to a few but nothing concrete) and then he came back on at about 10. He asked me what time it was, so I told him and smugly told me, 2 hours to go. As if I didn’t know!
By this time, I had put the chastity shorts back on (the CB3000 was still on too). He decided that he would help me kill time by … edging me!
So the chastity shorts was unzipped in the front and the CB came off only to be replaced with the separator.
He started easy, rubbing the head of my cock with one lubricated finger. Then a bit of stroking with just my thumb and forefinger. Then my collar with ball gag came on. And then the edging began. All he said way, “You know the drill, boy”.
He did the 5 to 0 except with a twist. Here’s how it went:
Him: ok….5 to 0
Him: 5
Him: 4
Him: 3
Him: 2
Him: 1
Him: 2
Him: 3
Him: 2
Him: 1
Him: 0
So basically, when I thought I could stop (so I was stroking till I was getting close), suddenly I had to go on for more. It took everything I could do not to cum. I went mad!!!
This went on and then I got a phone call and he just said continue as I chatted. He got me close so many times (Plus putting on and taking off pegs on nipples) that I had to try so hard to concentrate on the phone call and not moan into it! He was so evil that each time I couldn’t make it to 0, he’d start again at a higher number so I really had to control myself!
After the call, he went on with more and added another twist (yes, this is a long story!). Basically he got me to stroke with one hand when he was counting down, and when he counts back up, I have to switch hands. I would have to stroke and could only stop at 0 or 5. Which means there was alot of going up and down without actually reaching those numbers. Driving me crazy!
So it would go something like 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0. (This was one of the actual numbers he used).
Between this, every 30 minutes, he would remind me how much time left before I could cum.
Another was 1, 2, 3, 4, 3, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4, (and here he goes twisting again – skipping 5) 6, 7, 8, 7, 6, (no 5!) 4, 3, 2, 1, 0. He skipped it twice! I was so close!
He’d change the magic numbers. Sometimes it was 0, 10, 20 or 6, 13, 17 so I never knew how he’d skip.
The one that really got me worked up the most (and I really enjoyed) was – for stopping at 0 and 10:
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 8,7, 6, 5, 1, 2, 4, 6, 8, 9, 11, 13, 12, 11, 9, 8, 7.
The numbers were so random that I didn’t know when he’d let me stop.
And if you were wondering why he stopped at 7, it’s because after that, he said: “Zip up”.
So here I am, 40 minutes after midnight when I’m allowed to cum except that before he left, he told me something else – that even though I could cum after midnight, I’d have to look for permission.
Hence, I’m writing this now, to get some sympathy. I’m horny as fuck, in my chastity shorts and ball separator. Been edging for 12 hours and hoping to get some play and permission to cum. Any takers?
Well, it has been a long time since I’ve updated this site and after yesterday’s session, I thought it warranted a new post.
I was going to write it today when I got a message on Recon from an old friend and we started chatting and let’s just say he got me distracted.
This post is about last night though, with a Dom of mine who I have played with in real time, and is pretty special to me. He lives about 8 hours by flight away, so we don’t play often.
What he does sometimes do, however, is leave me instructions – whether on MSN, email or SMS and I would usually follow them. Last night, I thought we were just having our regular chats before bed when he asked me to put my collar on. I asked if he wanted me to put it on for him on cam, but he said no. I thought he was going to leave me to my own devices and go to bed.
Little did I know what he had planned.
He asked me what time it was and I told him 8.30pm. He said: “Good”.
Then he gave these instructions:
1. If you don’t find anyone to play with you and let you cum before, you can only cum at 11.15pm.
2. You can only stroke your cock 10 times every 30 minutes until then.
3. Cum between 11.15 and 11.20pm or else you can only cum tomorrow.
Then I told him I already had my CB3000 on. He asked me to take it off and stroke, and then put it back on.
He also said that if I find a Dom, I can only cum before that time. Otherwise, I cannot cum later than 11.20pm. Which means … if I find a Dom, and he doesn’t let me cum before that, I can’t cum at all!
Then he changed his mind and said:
930pm 15 strokes
10pm 20 strokes
1030pm 25 strokes
11pm 30 strokes
1115pm you better know what to do.
And left with a “have fun
”
So that’s exactly what I did. I was pretty horned up the whole time, watching porn in the background and it took everything I had to stroke and not get hard so that the CB could come back on after. It wasn’t easy, especially as I got to 20 strokes and above.
But I managed to do it. The whole time, I was looking for a Dom to edge me a little. As it was approaching 11, I managed to talk to a couple but they took such a long time to respond and for me to convince that I was running out of time.
I was horny enough by then to just sacrifice my orgasm in exchange of some play.
Dangerous. When it came to 11.15, I was still negotiating and I told myself that I’d negotiate till 11.19pm. Otherwise, I’d just take the CB off and stroke.
At 11.19, still no luck and I took the CB off but told myself that I’d wait till 11.20 to start stroking and risk not being able to finish within the minute. As luck would have it, the time was up and I just had to stroke and cum.
Good thing I was so horny and I came almost immediately (I didn’t need the 5 mins *grin*) so I was pretty lucky and I slept like a baby.
The Dom I played with tonight is someone I met many years ago. In fact, the image that I used as a thumbnail for this blog is his work from back in 2002.
We have remained friends since but have never played online. There was once a few months ago it almost happened, but he thought it might be awkward as he’s never really played online games before.
His husband, on the other hand, has played with me online once.
So we were just chatting a little and it was all innocent. We spoke about our kinky lives but more as friends than playmates. Then his husband walked in, saw that we were chatting and asked if I had my CB3000 on. I said not yet.
We left it at that for a few minutes before the husband suggested that maybe I put it on. I asked my friend if he was serious and he said, of course. So I did, and I did it on cam so my friend was watching me on cam putting it on. Then his husband walked into the frame and it totally turned me on – two on one!
Just as I was about to lock it, the husband suggested that I stroke 20 times before putting it on. Obviously, the husband knew how much I loved edging as we had played before.
We continued chatting for a while and the husband had to leave. But not before asking my friend to get me to show him all my toys. I did, and described each one to him as I showed it on cam.
Then he made me take the CB off and edge myself a few times. When that was done, the chastity shorts came on but only zipped in the back. Later, the cock vibrator went over my cock and he got me to switch it one and stroke a little. Can you imagine how horny I was?
Then the zip went up and he got me to play with the dial a bit so I was really moaning by then. Then he made me put on the thigh cuffs, then my wrist cuffs. The gag as well. Then as I sat down and hooked my wrists to my cuffs (right hand holding the controller for the vibrator), he made me put the blindfold on.
He got me standing and sitting at different times and in different intervals moving the dial from low, to medium to fast and in variations. I got so close to cumming so many times I almost went crazy.
Then he told me to unhook my wrists, undo the front of my pants and then to start stroking. First he said: “Countdown from 20 to 0″. No problem.Then “10 times fast”. I still wasn’t close yet. But then he said, put the CB on.
Of course, the moment he said that, I was gonna shoot right there. I begged of course but not too much, I figured he had more planned.
Until he said that he was going to leave me like that and I was to meet him at exactly the same time tomorrow before I get to take the CB off.
I begged and begged more desperately now, knowing he was serious. But to no avail. He did let in a bit, and said that if I could find a Dom who was American and below 40, and who would let me cum, I could.
Well, as I sit here, CB still on and cock hard as ever, I don’t think I’m going to get the relief that I want tonight.
This must be quite a treat, so many updates in a couple of days. But when you’re horny …
So, I went to bed last night in my CB3000. I didn’t manage to find a Dom that fulfilled the criteria imposed on me (see previous post) and as such, had to do the right thing and go to bed horny. It was getting late and I had to work today.
I woke up several times in my sleep, mostly due to the pain and discomfort of the CB. When nature tries to give you a woody, and the chastity device doesn’t allow nature to take its course, it is man who suffers.
Still, I managed to get some rest at least. I had planned to go into work late as I wanted to do some work at home but allowed myself to get distracted by talking to several Doms of mine. I was telling them how horny I was feeling (perhaps it was the horniness that led me to talking to them in the first place).
Naturally, they teased me a bit, just chatting about what they’d like done to me etc. It wasn’t anything major but enough to prolong the horniness. One of them then decided to have a bit more fun (about 10 minutes before I had to leave).
He suggested I get on the cam to show him how hard I was in my CB3000. Innocent enough, right? Not quite. Knowing that I wasn’t allowed to cum until I meet my Dom at 10pm tonight, he decided to let me out of my CB3000.
Well, I was quite relieved and also thanked him for it. That is, until I found out what he had up his sleeve.
Because I only had 10 minutes, he decided to have some fun, asking me to stroke non-stop for 5 minutes. I barely got past 20 seconds when I needed to stop for fear of cumming and he decided that I could stop, but only whenever I got close. I still had to complete the 5 minutes. Which, while you’re on the edge, is eternity!
I think I stopped 10-15 times throughout that few minutes and the moment it was done, I thought he was going to play a bit more and all he said was, “Put the CB back on.”
It was all I could do not to scream!
Since I was at the height of my horniness, I told the rest what I was up to and one decided that I should drive to work with my CB hanging out and not wear any undies to work. Another decided that I should take my cock vibrator with me.
So on the cock vibrator went but I wasn’t to switch it on until I got to the office and was going to walk into the lift. It was at that point I was supposed to switch it on to max. There were a couple of people in the lift and I think they were wondering where the buzzing was coming from but I think they just thought it was the mechanism of the lift.
Well, once I arrived, I messaged him and throughout the day, he would get me to turn it on and off at various intervals. At one point, he asked me to go to the toilet and let my CB and the vibrator hang out for a minute and a half. Two people walked in and almost freaked me out. Good thing none of them stood next to me.
Later, as he was about to leave for home, he told me to leave the vibrator on max and that it should be left like that until 1: He got home, 2: Someone lets me take it off or 3: Until 10pm when I am due to meet the Dom from my previous post.
I was going crazy. It was almost 45 minutes before he came on. In between that, another Dom was online and we chatted a bit and I asked him if he could let me take it off. He said I had to have it on for another 30 minutes at least and that I should tweak my nipples right there, while counting down from 100.
My nipples are really sensitive so I got really hard doing that!
I was about to leave when I asked if I could turn the vibrator off but he said no, unless I tweaked my nipples to a count of 200 in my car. It was a real turn on as people were walking by not realising what I was doing in my car.
As I drove off, with my cock hanging out of course, I got so turned on I almost came. Then the battery died and the vibrator stopped.
I’ve since arrived home and can’t wait for my Dom tonight at 10pm. Only 3 hours and 15 minutes to go.
In the mean time, I’m going to take a nap to hold off the frustration from my horniness. Maybe some Dom will make me sleep in some bondage, eh?

